He’s bold and beautiful, strong and captivating.
He taught me who I was.
Joshua Stanton is an integral part of my history that I can never revisit.
Sometimes I wish we never met, because then I wouldn’t know what I was missing.
A piece of my puzzle, and all of my heart.
But it doesn’t matter anyway, because the beautiful boy I fell in love with six years ago has returned as a different man.
Still gorgeous, but now wealthy, hardened and cold.
He has an entourage wherever he goes and it’s clear that he doesn’t feel the same about me.
But every now and then I get a glimpse of my beloved man.
He’s still in there somewhere….I know he is.
I just have to find him.